Drops in the Ocean
Look at it this way: Since any thing must necessarily be bounded by other
things, then only something that is a no-thing
could encompass every thing. Only
the bound-less-ness of no-thing-ness can comprehend all being. In this way God
is, as the Kabbalists said, the Ayn Sof,
the Infinite One, the One without End, the Holy Nothingness. And the ultimate
fulfillment of consciousness, the discovery of the
design, occurs when you realize your presence within the divine, when you realize that
it also includes you - the one hearing these words right now. But in order to do
that, you must be willing to surrender your autonomy, your independence, your
name and your boundaries. You must, in the words of the ancient metaphor,
become as a drop of water fallen into the ocean. What did the mystic say to the
hot dog vendor? Make me one with everything.
The contemporary theologian, Richard Rubenstein describes this radical,
monism: God is the ocean he says, and
we are the waves. In some sense each wave has its moment in which it is
distinguishable as a somewhat separate entity. Nevertheless, no wave is
entirely distinct from the ocean... The waves are surface manifestations of the
ocean. [Even as] our knowledge of the ocean is largely dependent on the way it
manifests itself in the waves.
That reminds me of something I read in a sailing magazine: Waves are
not lumps of water moving along the sea but rather pure energy moving through
and exciting the water.
So, if you mean by the question, Is the Universe designed? Is there
a God somehow outside, beyond or other than the universe? then I think the
answer is, no. If the twentieth century has taught us anything it is that God
does not work like that. But, if you mean by the question, Is the Universe
designed? Is everyone and every thing joined to one another through invisible
lines of connection into one great luminous organism and human consciousness is
itself a dimension of that great unity? then the answer is yes.
The Hasidic master, Rabbi Yehiel Michal of Zlotchov, offers a teaching
he learned from his teacher, Dov Baer of Mezritch: Its just the opposite of what everyone thinks. They assume that
when they do not merge with their Creator but instead cleave to the things and
matters of this world, that they
amount to something... They imagine that they are important. But how could anyone
who might not wake up the next morning be important?...
In this way, if you think you are something, then alas, you are
nothing. [Dont try this at home!] On the other hand, if, because of your
fusion with God... you think of
yourself as nothing, then you are very great indeed... [You are] like a single
drop of water fallen into the sea. It has returned to its source. It is one
with the ocean. Now its no longer identifiable as an independent thing in any
way whatsoever.
Contributed by: Rabbi Lawrence Kushner
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